Sigh for the Day
I sigh with a
quivering lip
for hours on end.
I feel night’s kick
and claw making
a mess of me,
knocking me out
for all history.
Sigh for the day
to end. This is
no solitary
nightmare.
This is no
paradise.
Only in dreams
can I live
a better life.
I die every
living day
with death
in my face
daring me
to jump.
Listening to the Doctor
Good news and bad news,
oh, what to hear first?
The world will be here without me.
I can continue composing poems.
I shook off the news with a sigh.
I have bigger problems than I thought. What is to like about life?
I think about the time I have left.
I think in seconds and milliseconds.
Sunlight comes in through the blinds.
I have delicate skin.
My knee-joints have complaints
and that is not the worst.
I feel lucid.
Why shout epithets?
The sunlight falls upon me.
There is life and death.
I have seen a lot.
We are always skirting the inevitable
and sometimes we come to the end.
Crave the Food
I crave the food
that makes my body sick.
I need more hearts
so I can indulge.
The sweets and salt,
they are not good for me.
I starve myself
when I get too big.
If I only
live once, I have to pace
myself, pick my spots,
before I am gone.
Tonight I might
get the slice of pie, a
bottle of wine,
and something greasy.
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